I was thinking...mabey i should write my blog in english....think about is almost all of my thoughs are in english and well i love english that is sort of why i am going to study on IB where every topic ( apart from swedish) is in english.

Oh right!

It feels like i am not helping myself right now...if you only knew...

Well i don´t really want to tell the blog about my personal problem bacause the are...personal and well i like to write about what happening in my life but sometimes it gets a bit to personal.

Right?

Can i please be allowed to run away now?

And NO this time i have a reason to want to leave sweden not just " Oh i want to go to London again"

I have a reason and a proper one.

I can tell you guys this...i don´t want to do this anymore ( not talking about the blog)

I am out of strength for doing the pretendigthing....im tired of it aswell!

Have a good night!